Friday, October 12, 2012
Thursday, October 8, 2009
i hope that your the one....
if not,
you are the prototype.
we'll tiptoe to the sun
& do things.
i know you like.
i think im in love, again.
this is what spoke to me most.
so this is what i posted.
dnt get it?
not supposed to.
=]
you are the prototype.
we'll tiptoe to the sun
& do things.
i know you like.
i think im in love, again.
this is what spoke to me most.
so this is what i posted.
dnt get it?
not supposed to.
=]
Monday, October 5, 2009
She's Out of my Life.
my first heartbreak was on august 19, 2009.
my older sister told me that her & my best friend were together.
a best friend that, after 5 years, had managed to win my heart without even trying.
Or maybe she had tried...but i never noticed.
a best friend who got all the "girlfriend royalties" without the physical aspect.
a best friend who knew me inside & out, front & back.
late night drunken phone calls, 3 years of valentine's days.
in my eyes she was mine.
Granted we were best friends, but we both had an understanding:
from the outside looking in everyone had their own opinions of us.
"are you guys fuckin" or "are you together" or "friends with benefits?"
were ALWAYS asked.
but we would both just laugh & say "nah --- we're best friends."
she could do no wrong in my eyes.
over 5 years, i sat through girlfriends, booty calls, & baby mamas.
i was a good friend...
& its funny that one person, my sister, could step in & change up my whole world.
by knowingly making a pass at....her.
not any other girl....but her.
yes, we were best friends --- but psh...really?
she'll never meet anymore of my friends.
she made that decision herself....
the more i think about it, the more answers i want,
the more my heart breaks.
after 2 months i still can't put my finger on it.
i don't cry anymore...just wonder.
shortie is still my best friend.
my sister & i are more like associates.
my heart still hurts --- but its healing up.
my older sister told me that her & my best friend were together.
a best friend that, after 5 years, had managed to win my heart without even trying.
Or maybe she had tried...but i never noticed.
a best friend who got all the "girlfriend royalties" without the physical aspect.
a best friend who knew me inside & out, front & back.
late night drunken phone calls, 3 years of valentine's days.
in my eyes she was mine.
Granted we were best friends, but we both had an understanding:
from the outside looking in everyone had their own opinions of us.
"are you guys fuckin" or "are you together" or "friends with benefits?"
were ALWAYS asked.
but we would both just laugh & say "nah --- we're best friends."
she could do no wrong in my eyes.
over 5 years, i sat through girlfriends, booty calls, & baby mamas.
i was a good friend...
& its funny that one person, my sister, could step in & change up my whole world.
by knowingly making a pass at....her.
not any other girl....but her.
yes, we were best friends --- but psh...really?
she'll never meet anymore of my friends.
she made that decision herself....
the more i think about it, the more answers i want,
the more my heart breaks.
after 2 months i still can't put my finger on it.
i don't cry anymore...just wonder.
shortie is still my best friend.
my sister & i are more like associates.
my heart still hurts --- but its healing up.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Kanye Swift -- Taylor West.
HA --- you mean you missed it?
shame on you...here is the aftermath:
DVRs all over the world were rewinding at the exact same time.
& its funny, because right after the incident facebook, myspace, twitter, &
all the rest of networking sites around the net were blazing with shit like,
"kanye is wrong for that" or "she's just a little girl".
psh.
ask diddy if he gives a FUCK less whether his interns are 17.
we're talking the entertainment industry.
if it wasn't kanye who hurt that girls feelings it would have been someone
else, trust.
Not even that --- why is the world getting all bent outta shape at
kanye for being KANYE.
thats like askin donald trump not to be an asshole...or mj not to moonwalk.
Kanye is a cocky bastard...everyone knows it...& i love him for it.
he speaks his mind -- if he thinks that beyonce shoulda won the moon man
then SHIT --- he thinks beyonce shoulda won the moon man!!!
maybe he shouldn't have takin taylor's spotlight...but are u surprised?
shame on you...here is the aftermath:
DVRs all over the world were rewinding at the exact same time.
& its funny, because right after the incident facebook, myspace, twitter, &
all the rest of networking sites around the net were blazing with shit like,
"kanye is wrong for that" or "she's just a little girl".
psh.
ask diddy if he gives a FUCK less whether his interns are 17.
we're talking the entertainment industry.
if it wasn't kanye who hurt that girls feelings it would have been someone
else, trust.
Not even that --- why is the world getting all bent outta shape at
kanye for being KANYE.
thats like askin donald trump not to be an asshole...or mj not to moonwalk.
Kanye is a cocky bastard...everyone knows it...& i love him for it.
he speaks his mind -- if he thinks that beyonce shoulda won the moon man
then SHIT --- he thinks beyonce shoulda won the moon man!!!
maybe he shouldn't have takin taylor's spotlight...but are u surprised?
Sunday, August 30, 2009
stuck in thee middle -- or out in thee cold.
Either way, its a bad situation.
whether their around or not its one of those 2
outcomes.
& it doesnt effect anyone else but me.
moral of thee story: if ur best friend & older sister are both gay,
dnt EVER introduce them.
it will be all bad after that.
*shrugs-
whether their around or not its one of those 2
outcomes.
& it doesnt effect anyone else but me.
moral of thee story: if ur best friend & older sister are both gay,
dnt EVER introduce them.
it will be all bad after that.
*shrugs-
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