its 5;15am....

and i havent even been to sleep yet.
been up since about 2pm....no naps or nothin. *shrugs*
my mind is occupied....with lots of things.

i saw a friend today.
and yesterday.
and the day before that.
this move...smh....its goin well...but idk if it was wats best.


but im dealin till august.
cuz i have no choice.
or at least may 17th...ugh...graduation...
its crazy to think im done.

and wats even crazier for me is that next year....
ill still be in school; but with a different group of folks.
i grew up with the folks in my class....as much as a hate them fuckers.
its gonna be weird sittin in class with other ppl....but its the change i need.

im ready to go somewhere where nobody knows my name.
i can start COMPLETELY over....be whoever i wanna be.
or..in that case...be MYSELF.
i have found that person....but its soooo hard to start over
dealin with the same ppl...same environment....same situations.
it can be done....but...blah...
i have the chance to leave and get that new start....so trust...im takin it.