Saturday, September 20, 2008

hypocracy...why?

ok so its homecoming...i went to the game...let some folks get the best of me...and then came home so i kno not to get in anymore trouble smh....im sittin in the livin room with my parents watching my parents get drunk and talk about ppl...that they go to church with...how wrong is that....lik seriously!?!? ugh...n she wonders y i dnt never wanna hang out wit her ass...yea dammit i talk about folks that get on my nerves but not right after i get home from church or choir practice....wtf?!?!?! smh....
blah...blah...blah...
im goin blank...
my mind is slowly flowing out of my ears and down into my heart and givin me heart burn...
my headache is gone but my chest is beginngin to cave in and the pain is....unbareable...
i miss my peace...

my eyes are falling heavy...
i believe it is time for sleep...
my mind wandering and not givin my body time to rest...

they never work with each other...my mind and my heart have always disagreed...ever since my early days....and i dnt think they have plans to reconcile their differences anytime soon...

blah...blah...blah...i miss my peace...but i can see it coming rite now....its slowly making my eyese heavier and heavier and time for...peace.

No comments: